Oh good ol' Taking Back Sunday. I used to love the immensely, but back then, their lyrics barely meant anything to me. I almost don't like that I get this particular song a lot more now.
On that note, I've been really detached and distant from everything and everyone. That's why I haven't blogged in a while (considering how often I was blogging before). During this little funk I've been in, I've also been trying to pinpoint what's causing it. I think I know. It's not just one thing, though, that's for sure.
The best word for my mood right now might be somber.
To provide some balance, this was definitely one of the best weekends I've had in a long time. Mucho spending time with friends and live music. It can't get much better :) And also, why do people I visit always have cool/cute friends that I don't get to hang out with (on a regular basis)? haha.
So I just got done reading through everyone's Bebo quizzes (Yeah, remember Bebo?). It was a huge blast to the past.
Everyone wasn't extremely different, but it was interesting to remember what we were all like and what we would laugh about and share amongst one another. Remember when Hannah got a hicky? haha. And all of us in Japanese couldn't say anything but "Hora!" the whole day? Some good times worth remembering :)
Today I felt an overwhelming amount of loneliness. I really have no idea why (well I do, but I'm not gonna share that here). It ended up with me sitting on the hill by myself for a long time and then visiting Mom (Noonbeck). I felt better after that, but I imagine that's why I ended up looking at past things. I was in a very reflective mood.
It's a little strange how much things have changed and I'm still trying to cope with it all. Of course, living in the past does no one good, but I've just been remembering a lot of things recently.
And I'm also being super repetitive, so I'll move on.
School is going well thus far. I enjoy all of my classes thoroughly (except for Humanities) and I'm doing pretty well. So yay for that.
And also, how many of you kids actually read this? I mean, I know there's readers, but I also realize that not everyone leaves comments. Could you maybe let me know on this one? Just like an "I read it" for future reference?
Aaaaand I'm done.
P.S. Here's some Thrice live in SLC for ya. Not that many of you care about them, but this performance is pretty epic.