Sunday, December 25, 2005


well christmas day just passed..and it wasn't all that great. i got woken up by the phone and couldn't go back to sleep so then i ate some food and messed around with my mom's new phone. then i watched some tv for about 2 hours and i decided i was hungry so i went to get some food and there is nothing to eat at my house...NOTHING. then i tried walking around town finding something to eat but everything was closed. after that i got home and christian called me so i went to his house and had christmas dinner with his family which was really yummy. then they opened presents and we watched the 40 year old virgin, which was freakin hilarious. and now i'm sitting here typing, for those of you wondering, my family has dinner on christmas eve so i actually got two dinners haha. oh yeah presents. i got an ipod which some of you may have already seen, the movie big momma's house, and my sister wrote me a note that said i could choose any snowboard in any store and she would buy it for me..woohoo! i love snowboarding and that's awesome since my old snowboard is a POS and my bindings broke. and that's about all i got for x-mas. holy cow long blog you'd people's better put some good comments down. oh and by the way my strike is in motion and it is working ha. i hope you had a better christmas than mine!


Monday, November 21, 2005


woah i need a parents have been paying for a whole bunch of stuff and i feel really guilty over it...and i need stuff my parent's wont buy lol. oh we bought a new car and it's flippin sweet! um that's about all that's been going on..oh and me going on strike with girls is working out pretty good, i haven't liked anyone at all! anywho c yal later


Friday, October 21, 2005

I'm A Fake

This following poem is from the beginning of the song called I'm A Fake by The Used...i thought it was freakin awesome...excuse my language in this one

Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife

much love,

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Buried Myself Alive

holy much has been going on....OK so school hasn't been too bad so far, yeah high school is better than anything else bu you know school sucks anyways. and no one is writing in their blogs lol. well probably becuase of school. high school may be funner but it's a lot more work. but whatever....hmmmm let me come up with some good lyrics..............................ok got some:

you almost always pick the best times
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm
red flashing lights
well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
so I could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask

I think the chain broke away
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that

with my foot on your neck
I finally have you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you
right where I want you

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that

Buried Myself Alive
by The Used

life isn't too good right now..........

Monday, August 01, 2005

Friday I'm In Love

oh yeah lyric time:
I don't care if monday's blue
tuesday's grey and wednesday too
thursday I don't care about you
it's friday I'm in love

monday you can fall apart
tuesday wednesday break my heart
thursday doesn't even start
it's friday I'm in love

saturday wait
and sunday always comes too late
but friday never hesitate...

I don't care if monday's black
tuesday wednesday heart attack
thursday never looking back
it's friday I'm in love

monday you can hold your head
tuesday wednesday stay in bed
or thursday watch the walls instead
it's friday I'm in love

dressed up to the eyes
it's a wonderful surprise
to see your shoes and your spirits rise
throwing out your frown
and just smiling at the sound
and as sleek as a shriek
spinning round and round
always take a big bite
it's such a gorgeous sight
to see you in the middle of the night
you can never get enough
enough of this stuff
it's fridayI'm in love

Friday Im In Love
by the Cure

oh yeah help me remember today is a very special date(as in day not date)
and friday the ummmm 22? is very important too.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Warped Tour 05' (or what i can remember from it)

yah that was a lie, what i said. i quit quitting. lol but yeah girls are still weird. so anyways, i went to the warped tour it was so awesome! well here lets start from when i woke up. at four in the morning! so then we went and picked up some person that took for freakin ever to get ready. we were on our way and we decided we were hungry so we took like a 30 minute detour and found out the place wasnt open. so that was a waste. but then we finally got there at 6 in the a.m. but it was so worth it cause we were really close to first in line. like 10th. so yeah then we were herded like sheep from place to place for 5 hours. and then finally the let us in, and the guy that was taking the tickets looked oddly familiar..... it was mr. mccallister, yeah the freakin sicko that was my band teacher. good thing he didnt see me though. but anyways as soon as we got in we went to the Thrice show. it was soooo good, and we were really close to the front and we were getting pushed together as soon as the band started playing. then after that we went around and got some free shwag like stickers and such. sometime after that we were chilling in this place were they were giving away free Monster energy drinks. so we watched relient k from there. but yeah the day went on and i almost fainted from lack of food and heat. which it was like 100 degrees with no clouds. then we went and saw underoath, senses fail, my chemical romance, i saw a bit of starting line, fall out boy, silverstein, billy idol(!), and probably a few others but i cant remember. lol. well ill post it if i remember. but anyways yeah the thing i said about quitting...i knew it wouldnt last long. well ill post later. yay chinese food!


Thursday, July 07, 2005

Maybe this is a little exagerrated

girls are soooo confusing. i just give up. i quit. i am like the worst with girls its not funny. its like i have some kind of girl repellant on me. as far as i know the last time someone liked me was in second grade. lol oh yeah and not too recently but that didnt go too well. i think it was a period of ummmm 3 weeks? correct me if im wrong madeline. well yeah just thought you would like to know. but yeah i quit. its too hard and not worth my time. goodbye!


Soooo True.....

we (boys) think its funny how you rip out our heart, stick it down our throat and still wanna be friends. thats all i have to say


Friday, July 01, 2005


hey everyone i totally forgot i had an account for this. haha. anyways so i went to lagoon and it was a blast. i went on the skycoaster and it was pretty cool. if anyone goes with me, we should go on it! all ive been doing this week is skateboarding. its pretty fun cause im usually inside doing nothing cool. today i went to the farmer's market at the park and it was fun. i saw tons of people there. and tomorrow im going to a bbq. woohoo i loooove food. especially when its free. yay. well ill probably post again in a couple of weeks. haha


Saturday, June 18, 2005


this is my first time typing on this thingy majigger. so my day was kinda crappy today. i get emails from madeline who just came back from this weird camp thingy. then she is leaving again on wednesday for ten days! and if i dont hang out with her before then, i wont see her for two more weeks. wow thats a comforting thought. so in total i wouldnt have seen her for a month and a week. well ill go shoot myself now. (jk madeline dont hurt me). and im going to lagoon on monday! wahoo! im excited even thought i only know about one or 2 people that are going. unless christie goes then its 3 people. ill c yall later